"I Been Thru Alot but Far From Done It All" - Promise

I have made many mistakes in my life but i think im more than safe to say i have learned from them all.. I do this rap shit for what ? i dont even know anymore .. is the image sticken ? Do the masses listen ? Would it matter if i decided to be another factor, a statistic who fell to the public's ignorance? I mean i have a message im jus tryna pass on to you but u reach for the baton and drop it soon as its passed off, so all my runnin and blowing past yall ... was pointless cause i was set up to fail before i realized the situation i was placed in.

I dnt even have a general purpose for this post, honestly im jus rambelin off whats on my mind right now .. I mean i have a friend and then i have a "friend" .. if that makes sense .. See i do everything with my friend, have feelings for my friend but when i dnt understand whats going on with this friend i turn to my ... "friend"... I listen to music and put myself in different scenarios all the time lettin my imagination run wild .. i get into their truths n start to relate til i realize dey selln lies ! I was once told dat a lie is 90% truthful doe.. so in the subconscience mind this all is really happening and happiness is only at arms reach.. Everythng is okay if you want it to be, what you tell yourself is what you believe, so does that make you crazy when ur views dont match the next person ?

So i do poetry cause thats what the people asked for , I rapped cause thats what the people asked for, but when i dont touch the topics the way they want me too suddenly i dnt matter anymore and im jus another sell out ?!? IRONICALLY the shit u hearn on the radio is completely false and they aint been thru half of it but it sound good and they rich off story telln yet im the sell out ?

Im So VA man, n a nigga hit me up on twitter sayn : "soundofthe_757 you need to change ur name, what are you doing for va ? how are you va ? i know a handful of ppl that never heard of you and a couple that have contacted you bout music etc and you never responded" So this means im not Va? I mean im himan n i got shit too like instead of repatchin it to me n talkn to me u bash me when im one of the realest pioneers tryna help and hold Va down like really bro ? Honestly i went back n checked the music n it was trash anyway lol, all im sayn is ima do me and you gonna do you .. but dnt hold me accountable for your fucked up disgressions !

"For everytime your ignored, Somebody is listening from a far"

WUDDUP DOE !! Told yall i was on it, 2 days in a row doe lol anyway now that i got your attention peep da articles da vids da piece from P.Melodee.. She gon start charging me eventually lol! Anyway moving along .. i guess my vent session yesterday helped cause i have more-so a clear head now i guess, know what i gotta do just gotta do it. (easier said than done) New song too on the page, Esco ft Promsie "Dont Make Sense" watch the vid and tell me what you think about that also.. Thnx for checkn n doe so til tomorrow dis what i got for you ..

S/o to Ryan Anthony, Millz, Esco, NEK, Tramp, Izzy, Young V/NH , JB, Spitten, WebStar, Yung Kidd, Nino, Nessa "chek and the fam", Ramel, deezel, and if i forgot you man you know the spill.. its coming just bare with me.. #VA #DMV #StarLife #Badblood legoo.... #GONE !

"Dreaming"

They say sleep is the cousin of death.

But i cant seem to stop my eyes from rolling to this place where emotions lie.

I blinked twice and i saw your face,

Hoping this time my words wouldnt run you away.

'cause this race that im running has no imaginary finish line,

and im feeling that once i get there you wont explain why you left me behind.

I stopped to catch my breath 'cause i couldnt carry this deadly mass.

I asked you for help, but you unwillingly grabbed my heart and put the pieces back together in the dark.

i couldnt fathom that once you helped me stand, you immediately started running without me in hand.

You finished one race without me and started another, and didnt care that i was stuck there in trouble.

I was drowning in deaths cousin, and you made this place my home.

Allowing me to fall as you freely roamed.

Then thats when i woke up and realized ..

That this place is where all my true emotions lie

-P.Melodee

KATY PERRY v. Sesame Street

Katy breast AND song have been pulled away from this legendary childrens series. Apparently one of the most notable complaints was " My 8yr Old Son got a BONERR " Yea right, your son huhh?

Katy shot a segment for the show that wasnt supposed to air until New Years Eve where she's singn a "children friendly" version of hot and cold with Elmo.

The Video made its way to youtube and got views by the MASSESs ! Parents complaining too much cleavage was shown and their "horny husbands" i mean kids couldnt handle this and demanded it not be aired. Producers pulled the episode immediately. (BUMMER)

Fact is, What looks like her bare chest is actually a flesh covered mesh that goes all the way up to her neck !

Parental Comments : "My Kid Wants Milk Now, You can practically see her tits.. thats wonderful childrens programming"

P.Diddy tapp'n and tape'n Sammie ?

Reports are all over the place that Diddy was indeed calling Sammie for a "Jersey Shore Booty Call" wich seemed as he was getting the cold-shoulder when Sammie wasn't answering the phone.

Diddy was riding down the street when She and some girlfriends walked by and he told her how muh he loved her on the show. (Old School Pimp Move)

According to Perez Hilton, Sammie is still just a Z-List star but nonetheless she def. igg'd everything Diddy had to say, turned away and proceeded to play in her cell phone.. (Ouch !! BURNNN)

Apparently this only attracted Diddy even more n feels she was playing hard to get! He and her have a few mutual friends and he practically begs for her number, c'mon son!

However the talks of the sex tape arent with Diddy and her, instead its with her co-star RONNIE MAGRO ! The story goes that Ronnie was at a club and got a text from Sammie saying their "Tape" with a winky face was not in the safe place they left it .. Story is still developing so only time will tell ... what do you think ?

hmmmm

GUESS WHO'S BACK !

And yall thought Nelly Nell was finished !?! Naww dis song is dope as well as the video .. i got lost in a few parts but hell.. half the music videos today dont make any sense anyway lol. Overall good stuff tho .. Did him n Shanti ever have that baby i mean i aint seen her n a min lol im glad he talked her into gettin them sideburns takin care of tho.. If it wasnt for him she'd still be "woof'n" .

Im Feelin Like Im Back

I SAID IM FEELING LIKE IM BACK !

WTF is really good people ?!?! Sheit its been a long time.. some would say too long even lol but im back and i kow the anticipation was killing you soo worry no-more! I jus been busy grindn and focusing on the bigger picture as a hole but none-the-less we back in bizness! Im back on my updating lol i got a few things to get off my chest, i got some work from a personal favorite of mine, i got some new music and new artist man jus all in all my focus is back in tact! Lot of surprises and all that, few new segments man w/o further ado we jus gon get into it.. im keepn it fairly short but trust me tomorrow i got some thangs for yall !! Thanks for rockin wit ya boii thus far..

Shouts to B.Williams, P.Melodee, Chels, John, Justin, Spence, Chris, Kelly, Drea, Dori, Tramp, Izzy, the dreamharder fam, Badblood fam, The Pilot, Spitten the Mayor, and soo many more if i missed you im sorry dont hate me i'll make up for it with time i PROMISE!

Can i vent to yall for a second?

Usually i would put this in a verse or stanza but i rather jus ask questions and hope for valid answers this time. Ironically the question of time is a variable i propose questions too. She says she needs time and i understand as i look back on things and whats happening now and even further whats promising towards the future, i wanta know why her "time" aint like mine? What can i do or say any different to bring upon this change im lookin for? Is a change really even needed i mean whats in a "title?" We do everything as would with it so why stress living without it ? Woud that even change anything and make me feel any better ? I jus want you to see and realize the truth in me, realize this has been me from the start and now with the fear i have, im fallin in love but dont know if thats the right thing to do.. Can i talk to you about it and if so would you even have anything to say ? Are you scared .. why cant i be the protector to fight away those demons ? I understand the friendship n i aint tryna step on nobody toes so i leave it all inside and bottle my pride but the bottle is overflowing now and when it busts then what do i do? What do i say, how do i act, how would you react ? Words really arent spoken much but the feeling felt when we are together says sooo much ! Caught up in soo much man ima jus leave it there .. talk to me lol you know how to reach me.

"INCEPTION"

Lyrical Impressionist, known to stumble across emptiness.

Unaware of the picture i created through inattentiveness.
Too busy daydreaming about things opposite to my personality.

These thoughts ramble and i lose sight of my reality.

Too far gone, I cant distinguish fact nor fiction.

I need help, someone give me a rendition.

I was socially judged through the hatred and placed in the social misfits.

Im not what you wanted me to be, but ive been okay with it.

My difference is antagonistic to your ignorance.

Unique in soo many ways i grew to really hate it.

words like "wierd, stupid, and queer" all burned my ears repetitiously, later follwed by tears.

I tried not to entertain the pain caused by these adjectives; none described me , just contradictions of what my mental is.

But my mind was set to replay to the point where it was convincing, and that maybe they all had a point and were right about what they were sensing....

then my light turned dim ...

Seemed like the devil was after me, he didnt like the light so he darkened my energy.

My mind started playing tricks on me, lost between dreaming and reality.

In my dreams i confirmed to their assumptions, in reality i fought to make it a correction.

I prayed " God, Please work your Holy Magic, im losing myself and its all so tragic, im aware of how your son handeld his but alone i cant handle these distorted differences! With your blessings, this too shall pass and no longer will the surpass."

Channeled godly energy, but green eyes still envied me.

I put the pen to the pad to extract whats on my mind and words werent hard to find.

Because my struggles painted on the inner lines of my mind......

- P. Melodee

LOL ! you dont know how long i was begging her for work and then she finally laced me with that !! Really gets you thinking right ? Kort i love you lol but while we on the thought of thinkn.. what do you feel about this below ? The take-over of the industries .. the world.. EVERYTHING!! hmmm i wonder what the ppl are gonna say about me ?

My "EYE" sees all

"oh oh he's the devil; He said ... and and did you see that on his chaim? Yea he helpn kids in Haiti but did you hear him say what i think he just said?" People FreeMason's and the "Illuminati" isnt anything new, its jus now breaking the surface amongst all! Since way back into time they have been working the same way and been right there under your nose's and it didnt bother you then so why let it bother you now? If you dont plan on researching to better know whats going on then why comment and let the ignorance ruin your life behind a rap song ? Please dont turn my words around on me lol and then point the finger cause i am no way involved nor defending them but get real people ! He worships the devil and you worship a god somebody else may not believe in so whats the point ? If your "Most - High" has worshippers, dont you thnk that the being below would too ? This is an on-going convo that we can get into for hours and if you must be educated let me know so we can talk and i can "illuminate" the situation !

#Gone !