"I Been Thru Alot but Far From Done It All" - Promise

I have made many mistakes in my life but i think im more than safe to say i have learned from them all.. I do this rap shit for what ? i dont even know anymore .. is the image sticken ? Do the masses listen ? Would it matter if i decided to be another factor, a statistic who fell to the public's ignorance? I mean i have a message im jus tryna pass on to you but u reach for the baton and drop it soon as its passed off, so all my runnin and blowing past yall ... was pointless cause i was set up to fail before i realized the situation i was placed in.

I dnt even have a general purpose for this post, honestly im jus rambelin off whats on my mind right now .. I mean i have a friend and then i have a "friend" .. if that makes sense .. See i do everything with my friend, have feelings for my friend but when i dnt understand whats going on with this friend i turn to my ... "friend"... I listen to music and put myself in different scenarios all the time lettin my imagination run wild .. i get into their truths n start to relate til i realize dey selln lies ! I was once told dat a lie is 90% truthful doe.. so in the subconscience mind this all is really happening and happiness is only at arms reach.. Everythng is okay if you want it to be, what you tell yourself is what you believe, so does that make you crazy when ur views dont match the next person ?

So i do poetry cause thats what the people asked for , I rapped cause thats what the people asked for, but when i dont touch the topics the way they want me too suddenly i dnt matter anymore and im jus another sell out ?!? IRONICALLY the shit u hearn on the radio is completely false and they aint been thru half of it but it sound good and they rich off story telln yet im the sell out ?

Im So VA man, n a nigga hit me up on twitter sayn : "soundofthe_757 you need to change ur name, what are you doing for va ? how are you va ? i know a handful of ppl that never heard of you and a couple that have contacted you bout music etc and you never responded" So this means im not Va? I mean im himan n i got shit too like instead of repatchin it to me n talkn to me u bash me when im one of the realest pioneers tryna help and hold Va down like really bro ? Honestly i went back n checked the music n it was trash anyway lol, all im sayn is ima do me and you gonna do you .. but dnt hold me accountable for your fucked up disgressions !

"For everytime your ignored, Somebody is listening from a far"