Promise's Promises

Guess who's back wit a lil more to say this time lol ! So i have recently got back in-touch with a friend from way back and her skills are impeccable! I will be sure to share some of her pieces soon enough... TRUST ME ! Anywhoo, she talkin me through this hole thing lol .. coaching i guess you could say! Channeling feelings into a rap verse is soo much different than Poetry.. In a sense its the same but oh soo different! So we jus going to get right in to it and as usual im asking for your honest opinion! All feedback is great feedback haha! With that being said .. Leggooooo

Promise's Promises

As far as where you got your guard at,

im playin limbo under that bar to get where your hearts at.

reconstructin' your mental wit.. no toolbelt or hard hat,

i jus wanta .. re-build dat house of love from where he left off at.

see.. no matter the cost im willing to pay it,

and .. you sing a sad song but im ready to play it!

break down every verse before it leaves your lips and

re-live every word if you let me do the adlibbin'.

my bad misses.. i just get a rush from your kisses,

and your touch i forgot to mention...

is like the mega millions, and im holding the winning ticket!

Dig it? happiness is in arms reach of a strong hands grasp and

when i see you i gasp and

immediately its lights.. camera.. action!

Knock Knock.. who's there? .. "passing"

"passing" who ?

Passing you if you dont stop with the question asking!

see im all about passion,

but i got class too and i'll act a damn fool

if thats what it takes to get you laughin!

Promise's promises, see i promise to never break a promise and,

i promise to never break your heart again,

yeah i know.. thats a promise you heard time and time again,

difference is.. my promise is Promising!

- Promise

Me Vs. Myself

Whats good peoples ? So i been doing alot of thinkn as of late, but im not gonna vent to yall today lol. I jus have seem to come across a few questions, for instance : When you realize your doing too much but feeling like you're not doing enough .. what do you do? If you give too much and you still get nowhere, you'll be left with nothing but if you don't bother giving more you'll be left with a bunch of "what if's." See i can only be me and honestly thats i fight i deal with everyday.. Me versus myself ?!?

I mean i feel like i need you, but i can't always trust my judgement. At the same time i would hate to be without you because when we're not together it's you im thinkn about! I feel like, with the right amount of time you'll comme runnin .. But if you dont then my lack of ambition will be every reason we're so far apart! I dont want to call or text and start a fuss, cause im not the press type, nor a smother-lover so im sorry if thats what you like...So i guess i just gotta fight with time, and i hope i dnt lose, cuz i dont want anybody else in my life

Anyway, my biggest problem is myself lol! Personally i believe im makin the problem out of nothing but thats soo much easier to just say rather than to deal with. I was always taught when you want something bad enough you gotta go get it, they left out the part about how to achieve whatever it is you striving for! So ima fall back slowly and take it a day at a time..

Meanwhile .. Being that ive got so attached to Poetry i gave it a try below .. First one soo .. lets see how it goes .. lemme no, but be truthful either way ! 2 peace, GONE !

Amazement

See im .. trapped in amazement,

a maze wich the walls talk and they got me going crazy!

they laugh and taunt til i give in to what they want,

and all i want is for them to stop... so i thought.

Tangled in the vines of frustration i..

take a deeper look at my situation then ..

realize all the hesitation and time wasted is ..

the very reason why this maze is the way it is!

what i want is.. i mean what i need is .. a second.

I need a second to pace myself through the hurdles,

one step leads to the next, in this race... ima play turtle!

if i take you're right, and you're right and you're right and you're right,

ima be fighting for ever in this circle!

However it feels like evrything i do is wrong in they're eyes,

but i gotta see for myself now ,

cause' to fail is to not try!

Suddenly... walls start to crack and i see rays of sunlight!

Voices yell no, do as i say or forever thou shall perish,

But i follow my gut now and get that much closer to the exit ..

The exit in-wich was right there in front of me the hole time.

See the amazement wich was the maze i was facing,

was the inner me and now my location ...

Happiness, and i"ll never let you take it

-Promise

"just clearing my head"

**VENTING**

Tonight i figured i would utilize this time to get some thoughts out.. not all jus a couple. You can't always talk to somebody in fear of being judged or told off so the only way to vent is jotting it down. It's funny because the main person sayn "fuck what you think....." is usually the main one who can't deal with the criticism so they kill themselves to make everybody else happy while they kill themselves. The feeling of acceptance cannot be felt until you first accept yourself.

Nobody wants to be hated however, love embracing the feeling of envy ?!? With envy comes hate, that's how you know you're accomplishing everything you reaching for. With that being said, are all the wrong people's feelings towards you really worth losing it all to please another "human being" ? / A human being is one being human

Wich relations did you try to base a relationship around ? Sex? Well you can get that anywhere so is that why when you get it somewhere else you don't feel the same about what you had at first ? Love? Most people can't handle everything that comes with love cuz they don't like managing the good with the bad. Mixed feelings within self will never be able to coincide with somebody elses.

Everything told to you has been told to someone else no matter how many times its been said " Ive never felt like this before.." Its when the actions speak and the words are no longer needed that you realize the true change in a person. For someone to constantly remind you of the way you make them do things they've never done before, to some extent this maybe tru however its not something they wouldnt have done in the past with a lil time and thought. This being said, Are these comments sincere or just acts of convincing ones self ?

things that make you go hmmmmmmm

"The Best Rappe Alive" .... i thnk so anyway lol

Yerrrr !! This is definanely my SECOND favorite post ever for the simple fact it honest and truly means alot to me! I am extemely HUGE on music and this person is more than just a rapper.. He's an ARTIST!

Man its crazy how the hole thing happened, i was actually on datpiff.com a long time ago n was looking for local artis and peeped a mixtape, downloaded it and been hooked ever since! I asked around about him and come to find out, he lived down the street lol ! Man slipped a word around about wanting to work with him and without any hesitation, he got right on it! No questions asked, no money involved.. jus the love of good music! I become a serious fan by the second mixtape, playing and memorizing every song on my ipod... then i finally got a chance to meet big homie! Its crazy cuz i was nervous, palms sweaty .. butterflies *PAUSE; I was tryna piece things in my head what i wanted to say to him man i'll never forget how crazy it was!

I think one of the things that i admire most about JB is the fact that he's so humble! No cocky attitude, doesn't look down on anybody man he's jus like each and everyone of us! He makes music from the heart, with passion.. Not jus dis regular bull shit you hear on the radio smh R.I.P the radio lol! That's what seperates him from the rest, and it really hurt ALOT when he told me he wasnt rappin anymore!

I could go on and list atleast 14 songs off the top of my head that i feel i honestly related too but never could explain or put my thoughts into words... But hearing it through him was AMAZING! I will literally fall into a situation where i dont want to talk and all i wanta do is listen to music, and he is my let-out! This man is Gifted beyond reason yo, No reason why he wouldnt make it ! Hip-hop, R&B, Pop.. you name it and he does it ! He's human jus like the next man, but he acknowledges his mistakes and acts on them! How many of yall can say that and sincerely mean it about yourselves? All in all for more reasons than one, JB da pilot is my nigga.. The Best Artist Alive i say that puttin it on everything! Keep it up homie !

This right here is one of my favorite songs, kinda self-explanitory as to why he is bette rthan anybody else ! I took time in the video so watch, enjoy and comment !! 2 peace..... ..... .... GONE !

Never Seen this coming.. AT ALL !

Wut it is, wut it been doe ? As you can see i been stuck on a poetry rant as of late lol, Hopefully yall aint tired of it yet.. This post right here completely caught me off guard! Recently i had a post on Britnee Williams, WELLLL she does work too lol! Very talented.. Surprises me with something new everyday, jus wen u think you know somebody dey hit you wit sum'n new! I aint gon talk yo head off bout it doe cuz im good for dat BUUUUT these two i had to post so peep em n show ya love.. #LEGGGOOOOO

"Whats On The Inside"

They say beauty lies on the inside...

So why do we never look?

What is it about the outside...

That looks so good?

Maybe if we paid attention...

And go beyond the looks,

We will see that people are like books.

If you open us up... Everything falls out,

so much that we cannot keep count.

Love is what my heart lones for,

but i cant find the right one.

The pain i feel .. comes from everyone.

Cut me open, and the blood runs out,

overflowing the room with feeling i myself doubt.

Overflowing my life with problems i want to go!

I guess its a reason we look on the outside...

to ignore the pain from within,

to ignore our broken hearted dreams,

to ignore the love that once hurt us so deep.

So im keeping my beauty on the inside,

and one day someone will look for what lies on the inside

"Whats On The Inside"

By: Britnee Williams

SHEIIIT lol, look nomore Yoshe, i gotchu !! Very deep and heartfelt! Powerful from start to finish! I told yall she was dope smh, lets get right into the next piece!

"The Pretty Girl"

The pretty girl,

with the pretty ...

Personality

Heart

Hair

Teeth

Smile

Skin

Nails

Legs

Feet

Soul

Yes the pretty girl,

who has ...

The broken heart

Broken Love

The Wall

The Broken Mind

The Broken Voice

Broken Smile

The Crying Eyes

Wondering,

if something is wrong with her,

if she will love again,

if everything bad happens for a reason,

if she will find herself.. who she is,

if anybody feels her pain,

if she has to deal with another broken heart,

if she has to cry herself to sleep again.

Yeah, the pretty girl

"The Pretty Girl"

By: Britnee Williams

Lemme be that reason you lookn for n i PROMISE you wont be dealing with any of that anymore EVER! #ImJustSayn .. Tell me she aint gifted ? Another emotional, touching piece .. You can be my pretty girl anytime haha

another Poetic Melodee for you.. ..

"If life was made to be easy, Eve wouldn't have taken the apple; If life wasn't about choices then Adam wouldn't have eaten the apple; If life was made for everybody to love, Jesus wouldn't have been crucified! -- when the devil taps in, you tap out ! "

Right back atcha wit sommore heat .. I tell you, i swear i didn't know she was talented like this!! She's amaaazing!! It's obvious she's very passionate about her work, anyway i aint gon talk you to deat.. we gon get right into it!

Sinner's Prayer

Im lyrically inclined to this page in my mind,

where i can only hope but to rewind, back.

where the lines and deceit brought me to my failures and defeats,

to mislead me in the wrong direction.

they say "girl just do it so your'e apart of the 'in crowd"

when all i really wanted was a place to be found,

and not to be drawn by the profound debts of,

miscommunication and considering death Lord.

Im just tryna find a way not to be hurt Lord,

but it seems like nobody understands me at all Lord.

And since i've been writing, nothings been the same,

more like a therapy to help me through the pain.

Cause all i really wanted was to be the better child,

and hope someday to make my mother proud.

So i looked up and above and asked for some guidance,

He whispered in my ear and said :

"Child be silent, do these simple tasks and you'll never have to ask which way do you go cause you have God's Halo."

And ever since that day,

I can't kneel down and Pray,

Confusion to illusion,

Makes me wonder if he's using,

My mind to insight these words down to write this....

Historical, Lyrical, presentational words of,

His exquisite existence through the presence of beauty,

Love.

-PMelodee

Baby Baby Baybee OHHHHH

________BIEBER!! !! !!_____

"Baby baby babee.. OHHH, Baby baby babee ohhhHH ! haha i actually kinda like that song (dnt judge me) ! Interesting enough it seems like viewers like his video for it that much more!! Ironically i have never seen the video but more than 246 MILLION have seen it on youtube! WOW!! Beiber has everyone going crazy because the leading video on youtube for the longest had been .. .. .. .. LADY GAGA - BAD ROMANCE . . Well im happy for you Justin, keep it up bro, sheiit hataz mad cuz dey aint got half of half of half of (well u get the picture) views you got!

Living wit the Monroe's

Only $3.6 Million doe?

The ever so Gorgeus Marilyn Monroe lived and died in this beautiful spanish style house! Now it could all be yours ! Sitting clean in Los Angeles, California its only selling for a minor $3.6 Mil! I mean i would get it but i dont have any reason to leave Va. right now so im leaving it up to you haha!

This Four bedroom Three Bathroom home was her First and Last home she ever owned purchased in 1962. She paid 90,000 for it and now its going for a womping 3.6mil! Atleast you get a good view for that price lol

All I See Is FireWorks !

Britnee "Mei_Xing_Bre" Williams

Like what you see? I know you do lol just incase you are trying to lie to yourself right now! This Gorgeus Bombshell blows me away and leaves me gasping for air everytime i look at her! Unbelievably so, this HEARTBREAKER is Single ! Who woulda guessed that? Anywhoo, I personally got the chance to sit and talk with Bre and ask her a few questions about herself, just taking a shot in the dark uncertain that she would accept! Anyway, She is more than just another pretty face, .. Very Smart, Personality built of PERFECTION, Loving, and family oriented.. Wanta know more about this ohh soo SEXY Capricorn (Jan. 2) , read the answers to all my questions below!

SN: Peep da vid of her as well

Q) If you could make one law that everyone had to follow, what would it be?

A) That one day once a month, everyone has to dress up for different them events

Q) What is your favorite memory from highschool ?

A) My favorite highschool memory is from my senior year; They let a rat out in the hallway

Q) If you could go anywhere for a month with all expenses paid, where would it be ?

A) No Doubt, JAPAN!

Q) What is your favorite comfort food?

A) Any kind of Ice Cream and Potato Chips

Q) What's your definition of hell ?

A) Suffering for ETERNITY !

Q) What's your idea of a PERFECT day?

A) Being able to shop all day with no limits !

Q) Who do you admire the most ?

A) My friend Danielle for never giving up and always staying strong

Q) Who are you're TWO closest friends in life right now?

A) Danielle and Chelsie

Q) What stresses are you facing right now?

A) Going back to school

Q) What is your fondest unrealized dream?

A) Being a rockstar !!! ;)

Q) What is one of your greatest fears or disaster scenarios?

A) Being stuck in traffic while sitting in a tunnel!

Q) What is your favorite time of day for lovemaking ?

A)... Early Morning

Q) What is your favorite way to spend an evening?

A) Watching a good movie and being with my closest friends

Q) What do you most like to do with time off?

A) SLEEEp and PARRRRty

Q)What or where is your favorite getaway place?

A) Florida! I would go sooo much more if possible

Q) What do you fear the most?

A) I don't think anything could be worse then losing my mom!

Q) wich side of the bed do you prefer?

A) No side ;) I have to be in the middle

Q) What are you most sad about?

A) Losing my grandparents ... yeah

Q) What's ONE of your concerns or worries?

A) That my family will not reach their full potential

2 Peace... GONE !!

The Melody To My Ears

"MIND CONTROL"

Diseased minds underline the meaning of corruption

Hit an abrupt turn, now suffering a concussion

Mental controlling the decision

Having a war trying to regain the attention

Cause the enemy brainwashed your apperception

To follow its association of demonic control

Now to behold in command your emotions

Now unconscience, dead to the soul

And blocked Godly aspirations

Intellect's blocked and your mental's distorted

Fighting for negativity and your mind's made up

Disoriented, No signs of going up

You keep contemplating; Now its your tongue speaking death

It can't escape you; Losing your Faith

Negativity has replaced!

MIND CONTROL !

Kortney "Poetic Melodee" Curry

Nothing less than OVERLY-Talented! This kind-hearted temptress is every bit of the top of person you need in you're life! She will have you laughing at all times and/or is just the inciteful person you can talk to about anything! For more of her work find her on FB, or twitter @PoeticMelodee

Sunday Spotlight

Ima keep it short and simple .. have fun, be safe, and eat good !!

Sexy Saturdays july 3, 2010

Lets get this started off right and get straight to the point cuz i kno this what alotta ppl been waiting on !! SEXY SATURDAYS is in full effect .. I gave you a sneak peek of this Beautiful young lady last week, and Ironically July 4th is her birthday !! Just in time huh lol so happy birthday hope u like this for a gift haha!

Armanie Jean Convento Alarcon (hows that for a birth name haha) arrived to earth on july 4th, 1990 ! Born in Japan however she will fight you if classified as Japanese lol. She crazy im telln yall ! Sheit i had to use red text cuz she hott, Happy Birthday Love !! So i put together a lil questionaire to better get to know her, surprisingly she answered more than i thought she would lol! Anyway, her it goes :

Q) If you could choose your partners qualities overall, the best choices for you would be ?

A) Has to be funny, but not just any funny.. N*gga gotta be goofy! He has to know how to hang, not the type that just tries to HARRRD to fit inn.. He cant be a bullshitter and has to be completely honest at all times
Q) How important is your partners occupation to you ?

A) I mean, if you want something serious in the long-run, it would be good to have a good occupation to support your family.

Q) On average, How many times will you call someone you just met ?

A) Nowadays i hardly call anybody AT ALL! Dont call, TEXT lol

Q) How do you feel about interracial relationships ?

A) I love them, i dont see myself with no asian Mofo haha

Q) Have you ever been in love ?

A) Love ? Naa not yet ..

Q) Are you falling in love now?

A) Nope, not even .. Im in no rush, jus on forthe ride right nowww

Q) Have you been cheated on ?

A) Yeahhh, my first and ony relationship that i was ever in.. :(

Q) Have you cheated on someone ?

A) Nope, i always say "whats the point n a relationship if we gonna cheat?"

Q) Do you believe in love at first sight ?

A) Nawww, i think you really gotta know somebody to love them

Q) What is your biggest achievement in life ?

A) Making it this far

Q) If you could have one super power, what would it be ?

A) The power to have all the powers ! Mine as well do it big right ?

Q) Name one person who has been a big influence on your life and why.

A) JP Alarcon (my brother)! We have been through soo much together, losing our mother at a young age and everything. Basically it has always been just the two of us and i dont know where i'd be without my big bro !

Q) What is your favorite movie and/or book ?

A) Do Picture books count lol cuz otherwise i dont read , however my favorite movie is "Crybaby"

Q) When was the last time you cried and why ?

A) Almost everyday because i miss my sister so much.. R.I.Paradise

Q) The worste kinda kisser is ?

A) A sloppy kisser, spit everywhere.. EWW ! cant control yor tongue, plus bad breathe ?? Terrible

Q) The perfect kind of kisser is ?

A) Obviously the opposite of the worste kind of kisser lol! Just kidding but; The kind that is into it and passionate!

Q) Lastly, what is the best part of the body to be kissed ?

A) My inner thigh ;)

How'd yall like that ?? Ironically there was only a few questions she didnt want to answer haha but it's all good ! At any rate i give her thanks for participating so watch the lil vid below of a few of her pics n all dat ! Tune in next week for another beautiful body.. excuse me i mean model ;)

Fashion Fridays July 2, 2010

We gon' start Fashion Friday off like this .. We have had alotta big names come and go outta VA. Do you still wear them or are they jus DONE ! Some of y'all prolly didn't even know that what im about to show you was started right here in VA smh.. So here we gooo...

!! Black Label !!

Go ahead and lie and say you wasn't big on this ? It's kinda faded from the streets a lil bit, do you still wear it ? hmmmm

!! SHMACK !!

Man, Shmack hit the scene hard and kinda left the same way.. I had a jacket on one day and shawty was like "eww, is that shmack ?" Damn, i aint even get the number lol.. Anyway what yall think, cuz they tryn hard to come back..

!! BAPE !!

Man i remember in highschool, You werent dat n*gga unless you had on BAPE ! Lol then Bill's Flea Market had all yall pulln up in fake Bapes and Baby Milo Hoodies haha! However, still huge in Japan, what about here at home ?

!! BBC (Billionaire Boys Club) !!

I think this would have to be the only line of clothing that i only saw a select few people wear .. TOO damn expensive lol def. not recession friendly, so if you caught with a BBC outfit on then yea you doing something.

!! Play Clothes !!

Shout out to the Clipse for this, I think this is absolutely my favorite #VA clothing line! Shirts, Bags, Scarves, Jeans, Hats, G-shocks, etc .. You name it and they covered it ! I know this trend is still in but i jus wanta get your take on it..

I had to write this in BOLD Black to make sure i get my point across lol. Im big on any and everything from VA so if you have something hit me up, cuz if not anybody else .. IMA ROCK DA HELL OUTTA IT ! But only for a sec if its whack lol c'mon son i got an image im working on lol. Lets be serious doe, im still dougie n my shmack doe so get wit it or get lost, dnt knock me for doing what you wanta do and cant haha..

2 peace, GONE !