"just clearing my head"


**VENTING**


Tonight i figured i would utilize this time to get some thoughts out.. not all jus a couple. You can't always talk to somebody in fear of being judged or told off so the only way to vent is jotting it down. It's funny because the main person sayn "fuck what you think....." is usually the main one who can't deal with the criticism so they kill themselves to make everybody else happy while they kill themselves. The feeling of acceptance cannot be felt until you first accept yourself.



Nobody wants to be hated however, love embracing the feeling of envy ?!? With envy comes hate, that's how you know you're accomplishing everything you reaching for. With that being said, are all the wrong people's feelings towards you really worth losing it all to please another "human being" ? / A human being is one being human


Wich relations did you try to base a relationship around ? Sex? Well you can get that anywhere so is that why when you get it somewhere else you don't feel the same about what you had at first ? Love? Most people can't handle everything that comes with love cuz they don't like managing the good with the bad. Mixed feelings within self will never be able to coincide with somebody elses.
Everything told to you has been told to someone else no matter how many times its been said " Ive never felt like this before.." Its when the actions speak and the words are no longer needed that you realize the true change in a person. For someone to constantly remind you of the way you make them do things they've never done before, to some extent this maybe tru however its not something they wouldnt have done in the past with a lil time and thought. This being said, Are these comments sincere or just acts of convincing ones self ?
things that make you go hmmmmmmm

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